Sabah güzel bir gezi yaparken elinde fotoğraf makinesi ile gezen yakışıklı eşim ne bulsa çekiyordu.. Sonra bir anda durdu ve dedi ki "Benim en güzel manzaram sensin." diyip beni çekti. Ahmet'in basketbola olan aşkını bilmeyen yoktur, akşam ona güzel bir süpriz yapıp önemli bir maça götürdüm. Kıpır kıpır oturamayıp sağa sola bakıp çocuklar gibi davranması çok hoşuma gitti ara sıra böyle şeyler yapılması gerektiğini yazdım kenara.
3 824 minutes ago
When you think having just one kind of spaghetti is not fun enough😁
From the top:
Mentaiko (cod roe)
Home-made pesto with walnut, parsley, grana padano
Amatriciana with semi-dried cherry tomato and bacon
Doğuma üç haftadan az kaldı, bunu biliyor muydunuz? Açıkçası ben bu kadar az kaldığını bugün fark ettim. Zaman ne kadar da hızlı geçiyor böyle. Şimdi ise sıra düğün tarihi belirlemede. Evet, evleniyoruz. Bebekler doğmadan önce ufak bir düğün yapalım istiyorum ancak yanımdaki güzellik "Şişko çıkıyorum!" diyerek fotoğraf bile çektirmiyor benimle. Bu yüzden eskilerle ve gizli gizli çektiklerim ile yetiniyorum. Bana yardım edin dostlar, onu ikna etmeliyim.
ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ♡‧₊˚ ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ 𝙃𝘼𝙋𝙋𝙔 𝙑𝘼𝙇𝙀𝙉𝙏𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙎 𝘿𝘼𝙔
Okay- so maybe this is my first valentine's day when I’m 𝘯𝘰𝘵 alone and I’m really really happy and excited to be spending it with you, my starlight. Sure, it might be my birthday too but that doesn’t overpower the day of love. I wish for so many more Valentines Days to come. I want every single one to be spent with you, and here is a tip of advice for future reference; I do not need cheap chocolates, overpriced roses, or any of that. A night of us just watching conspiracy theories or documentaries or just playing video games sounds like a night that would top literally everything upon everything. Then we can eat ramen and maybe actual really good chocolate, only dark chocolate because I refuse to eat any other kind of chocolate. And then finally after that we can kinda take things to the bedroom and just love one another like how lovers do, but with our bodies if you get what I mean. As long as I’m around you, we can spend the day however you please. (even though it be MY birthday too)
꒰⑅ •̥ ·̮ •̥ ⑅꒱ ♥︎·° I love you so much, my love. Let’s make today another amazing day.
Your red ribbon
Your Forever and Always
4 2114 February, 2020
LORELIE LORELIE LORELIE.
2 914 February, 2020
𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐔𝐃𝐄: 𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐍 𝐎𝐅 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐑𝐀𝐓 𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑
5 2313 February, 2020
Hi, I’m probably super duper late in writing this because it's already like 7:10 pm (for me) because I had to do chores and homework and all that shit (and yes, I still have more but am I gonna do it?!?!?!? Ys… ys i am) okay okay!!! Hi mi amor, mi corazon. I love you soso much, I know for the past few weeks we have been on a rocky path and I know we haven’t been doing the best. The other night we hit the lowest point of our relationship and I’m not going to lie, I was fucking terrified. For that whole day I was shaking and crying, I felt like I couldn’t go on anymore. If I lost you, I would have lost a part of myself. I have never trusted and felt so strongly to someone than I have with you. You make me want to be better, grow, and strive to be great. I want you to look me in the eyes and tell me you’re proud of me after all this time. Time. That is such a- just- a stupid but important word. I hate it but if I didn’t have it I’d probably die. After all this time, I put myself back in the narrative. I stopped wasting time on tears, I decided to live in the moment and just breathe. I’m young and so are you and we do make mistakes but nothing will make sense towards what I have done. It’s in the past now, and I’m sorry for breaking your trust and stepping on your heart. Everyone in this problem has done something wrong and it’s not right to point fingers, but I have learnt from my mistakes. I never want to go through that pain again, I never want to make you feel such things ever again. I appreciate the fact that you forgive me, but please never forget. If I ever do something along the lines of those things ever again (which I will not ever), but, I wouldn’t be able to live with myself. I hate the fact that I’m so deeply in love with you- well not hate of course, but sometimes it hurts because the love I have for you is so strong and so passionate that I just want to drop on my knees and apologize for every awful thing I have done in my lifespan. I want to change, I want to be the best me I can possibly be around you because I want to make you happy and proud and I just want you to be content with how I’ve grown. You are so strong, so so strong. I appreciate
You’ll absolutely rue the day you decided to make me taste poison.
The day I decided to stop sitting still, pretty, just for your own entertainment.
The day you decided to wrap your fingers around my throat and call it a diamond necklace.
The day you decided to cuff me down with gold bracelets, all your jewels and riches. Just to confess and say they were wrecked metal cuffs, worn down with rust and damage from struggling.
It was all a daze, a dream.
One turned into a nightmare, a living hellfest.
‘They say I’m a control freak.’
I was taken down by the intoxication of the poison, overwhelmed with the need to succeed yet more persuaded to make people feel what I wanted most;
Love, the pure kind.
But it’s my problem, isn’t it? My problem is I will never be satisfied?
The day I decide to stop sitting pretty.
They day I decide to run from your diamond hold.
The day I decide to finally break from your illusion of riches.
You will rue the day you decided to become my poison.
İşin aslı, evdeki malzemeler bitti diye markete gitmiştim ancak oraya gelen oyuncak karşısında kendimi tutamadım. Ev halkı, babanız size hediye aldı. Bahçeye çıkıp sallanmayı unutmayın, aksi hâlde kafanıza güzel şeyler uçabilir. Sizi seviyorum.
Bugün bir arkadaşım bana link gönderdi. Ne yalan söyleyeyim, bir an telefonuma sızacak sandım. Meğerse attığı link bir uygulamaymış. Beni olduğumdan birkaç yıl yaşlı gösteren bir uygulama. Acaba çalışmıyor mu? Sadece saçlarım beyazladı! Gerçi o da çok belli olmuyor.. Eğer size saçma mesajlar atarsam bilin ki telefonum hacklendi.