From the time when I was in junior high school, I’ve been surrounded by a group of friends that is very close to me. We live nearby each other house and it was very easy to hangout with each other. Sometimes we even passed by other house just to use the toilet or for a quick lunch. After family, for me, they are the best. So, I feel that I was been spoiled with all of the friendship that I have had since I was a kid.
Then I moved to Japan. The definition of friendship of me had been changed, I thought. I had friends and lost friends. I was happy I was sad. My shell was surprisingly growing up and I became a very strange person. I didn’t feel like I could be myself when I was around the people who I called friends. Over n over, I’ve got more “kibishii” and alws put myself in a strong protection mode.
Then I met him. He brought me to his world and let me hangout with his close friends. They are so nice and I feel like I could be my-real-self around them. I meant the crazy Me. (Maybe sometimes I felt like I was too extreme for them tho). However, he alws said “Daijobu” and told me not to be worried and just be comfortable. I’m very happy and grateful that even how many bad things happened, I still have him and his world by my side. Just like after a long day, after standing 1 hr on the craziest train, walking out of the station, I know that someone is there waiting for me and I can start telling all the stressful things I had on that day. Even so many bad things happened, there r still many wonderful things come to me. Get used to this spoiled life, what’s else do I need? 😊