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Today I walked into the fire and came out of the flames. Some bad news to add to the pressure pile, but problems must always be faced, I'd been putting off facing them because I know I'd have to accept defeat and disappointment and so I'd been wallowing and allowing my anxiety to get the best of me (as I do every time).
But today I opened the letter that told me that I'd lost a battle I've been trying to fight for a while and have an idea that I am soon to get the same news for the other process I had started, costing me £800 but this I am not too blown out by. Not because I am filthy rich or don't appreciate money but because I know that money will always come back and that it is not worth crying nor stressing about. This bad happening taught me how wise I have grown in being able to accept quite quickly that this money was gone and that it was the lost fight that gutted me the most.
. #staypositive#flowers#pink#positive#insta #love#growth#strength#wisdom#pinkflowers
I can say the next part as most won't have the patience to still be reading this. If this is you then thank you, for putting in the patience to my post, me and for caring about me. I need this right now as I feel quite alone and have been quite lost the past few days. I have been really upset by my surgery plans going Pete tongue as I no longer have a clue as of what is going to happen anymore and I feel very anxious. I just want so desperately for my body to be back to normal and to feel free and like me again, I am trying to sort this asap but really don't know what will happen now. All I know that is in the middle of this cloud I am trying to find the way out.
I’m glad to live in time in which there are @david_austin_roses , that grow in spite of my lack of gardening skills and the unpredictable Oklahoma weather. Yes, Anne I’m glad to live in a time when there are Autumns as well... specially if there are still roses in my garden to paint. 💕