Sometimes I am just too damn trusting for my own good
The way I throw my affections and thoughts at anyone who shows a hint of kindness
That is a toxic trait I can’t seem to separate myself from
I have been so starved for attention in my own way for so long
That even the slightest morsel appears to me as a feast without compare
And that stops now
I am a universe upon myself, I am a swirling collection of laughter tears dreams fears and hope
I don’t require much else, I don’t need anything more than what I offer
Breaking down my own walls to open this space up, rediscovering locked rooms filled with diaries and trinkets of a forgotten boi
It’s time to be held accountable to the only real authority that matters, to bend to the grand will of my own design
I am greater than I believe, greater than they assume and my divine limbs will stretch onwards until I embrace everything that I hold dear
Until I am strong enough to protect it all without having to hide a thing
If you ask me who am I? What I am made of and what makes my skin pale n dull?
I would say, scanty and old with expressions of the barrier, crossing no boundaries but inside out exulting despair of feminity
from the land far away, and someone next to your kin, some familiar deserts I have tasted with my palate often.
When my skin blisters and cranky winds thicken my determination I would say I am pale and old, of some with ideas of newness and gaudy.
I would say I am made of failures and body shamming, somewhat of hesitations and inferior templates on enticing hourglass of twist and turns.
If you ask me, who I am,
"some innocence and hatred filled by you in my body of immense desires", I would say.
I am the other one, the better half you never dared to see.
In your world of reality, I am a fiction of romantic diary.
I would say, I am a damsel and I wish I would not be the one who I am
In the figure of feminity.
PENULIS : Dian Rifani, Irmayani Gadis Cholifah, Ka, Mufidah M Muhamad, Reka Permata Sari
Ukuran : 14 x 21 cm
ISBN : 978-623-251-234-4
Terbit : Januari 2020
Harga : Rp 81000
Sinopsis: “Sesungguhnya Islam dimulai dengan keterasingan dan akan kembali asing sebagaimana awalnya. Maka beruntunglah orang-orang yang asing (al-ghuroba)” (HR. Muslim)
Merengkuh sepinya hati, menjelaskan perjalan hijrah hingga merasakan hinaan dan keterasingan. Berjuang untuk menjunjung tauhid bukan hal mudah, maka berhenti dan menyerah tidak akan menjadi pilihan. Lontaran diksi terungkap dalam setiap bait pengharapan. Semua tertuang dari hamba yang selalu mengharap balasan cinta dari Rabbnya. Jika dijelaskan, maka sebenarnya tidak ada rangkaian diksi yang mampu membendung betapa besar kuasa-Nya.
Namun, bait-bait pun akhirnya terangkai, dengan dorongan gejolak hati yang tiada henti menguar. Menyampaikan perjalan berat yang dimudahkan karena kehendak-Nya. Mengurai benang kusut yang kembali tertata rapi karena takdir-Nya. Manusia memang benar hanya mampu berencana, hingga semua rencana terjawab dengan keputusan terbaik dari-Nya. Maka jangan berhenti berjuang, jangan berhenti menebar kebaikan, terus berjalan lurus menuju segala hal yang hanya untuk mendapatkan ridha-Nya.
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We are creatures of the same planet
What is our legacy?
To support people near and far
With authentic positivity.
To see the best in all things
Is an outlook beyond compare
To look for the good in people
And then go on from there.
Join this subtle movement
Let’s enrich the lives of others
United in a positive outlook
Joined as sisters and brothers.
25 January 2019
Woozy toll took the road,
The road was twisted narrowed showed.
Crash the car irradicated head clamed a throw maked me feel way down below.
Cloudy fog seized the cove explostion Clear as the night sky,
Just had a thought...
I could have died. -DMBG
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Tus astros están en paz con mis constelaciones.
Mis arterias fluyen en armonía al pensarte.
Nunca antes había sido tan feliz escribiendo. Cambias mi vida, cambiamos, mejoramos, nos ayudamos, nos complementamos.
Nos ayudamos, te veo guapísimo, me ruborizas, me cuidas, piensas en mi felicidad, yo también en la tuya.
Me encantas, formamos un buen equipo, me pregunto si sabremos estar a la altura de nuestros comienzos. Te encanto, me encanta encantarte.
- “I think it’s terribly dangerous for an artist to fulfill other people’s expectations. If you feel safe in the area that you’re working in then you’re not working in the right area. Always go a little further into the water, than you feel you’re capable of being in. Go a little bit out of your depth. And when you don’t feel that your feet are quite touching the bottom, you’re just about in the right place to do something exciting. Keep going.” - David Bowie 🪐☁️
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