🤦♀️ HONESTY POST 🤦♀️ Where do I even begin?! Alls I can say is the devil inside took over 😈
It started with celebrations with lots of alcohol, which is fine we are all allowed a life! One night turned into two 🤣🙈. Then we had an emotional rollercoaster which meant I ate, a lot and all off plan of course. When I get stressed or upset I eat, a lot (still am) this time I have turned to biscuits and a lot of them 🙈. I also have no kitchen at the moment. I thought I'd be okay, I done loads of batch cooking before knowing this would be a test. First week was fine then I got so fed up off waiting AGES for 2 meals to defrost in the microwave and having to do everything separately on the floor 🙈this caused a little meltdown and since then I have been eating takeaways, eating out, all off plan and it's got so bad I've now resulted in buying ready meals (for anyone that knows me, knows I am not a fan of ready meals) these are also off plan 🙈. But then I came home today and received my amazing freebie from @fabulous.planning my journal 😍 OMG (I will do a separate post) and this almost made me cry as it made me realise what am I doing!!! I can't make my normal weigh in class on Wednesday and I had considered not going at all next week as I knew the past 2 weeks I would have done so much damage and I didn't want to face it but this has made me realise doing this will only make things worse and I am now going to find another class and after class get straight back on it 🙌. I still had my crappy ready meal tonight but I am already feeling positive all thanks to this amazing journal so thank you!
I am so sorry if you're even still reading this, ESSAY!! I am so excited for my new beautiful kitchen to be fitted next week and get back on plan 🙌. I have missed my fatty gram ❤. Roll on normality next week 😬🙌 #slimmingworld#sw#myslimmingworld#slimmingworlduk#slimmingworldlove#myjourney#swfriends#swfamily#swlife#slimmingworldmeals#slimmingworldlife#slimming#slimmingworldfriends#slimmingworldfamily#slimmingworldsupport#swmeals#sweats#slimmingworlddiet#slimmingeats#slimmingworldplan#swplan#slimmingworlddiet#slimmingworlddinner#honestypost
I’m 40 in (just under) 50 weeks. New house, fresh start etc etc. So off I went back to fat club, tail between my legs for yet another new start.
I am doing a different approach. I want to loose 100lbs before my 40th. And I think this countdown might help. And I’m going to use insta try try and keep myself accountable. Here we go. #sw#slimming#weightloss#weightlossjourney#swinsta