Szłam sama...po Słowacji. Przyznam szczerze, że bardzo martwiłam się o powrót, że nie zdążę na ostatni autobus. Na szczycie Małej Wysokiej spotkałam Polaków. Schodząc wyprzedzili mnie, a potem jakoś tak wyszło, że ja ich dogoniłam. Ale idąc początkowo sama spotkałam Słowaka. Zapytał czy sama idę czy z nimi. Zapytał czy chcę zdjęcie, bo tutaj tak ładnie. Poprosiłam i mam. A potem zaproponował, że może mnie podrzucić samochodem do Łysej Polany. I tak oto byłam o 2 h do przodu z czasem🤗 Chyba "Ten na górze" czuwał nade mną...🙄😍 Już kolejny raz spotkałam się z uprzejmością od Słowaków. Dziękować!🤗
Po drodze zgarnęliśmy jeszcze tych panów ze szczytu😉
Let me begin by saying I love my account on IG because most of you I'm connected with also have chronic illnesses, and I can be more open and raw here. I appreciate you. On Facebook I generally soften it a little, and leave out a few more serious parts.
So, I survived 5 hours at my doctors office! What a hell of a day it was yesterday, but I'm glad I got through it.
I've been given a new prescription medication, an anti-nausea patch. If it doesn't help me turn around my weight loss by the next time I see him (1 month from now) he's going to place a PICC so I can start TPN. I've hit 25 lbs of unintentional weight loss in 2.5 months, this is very much not sustainable. I'm overwhelmed and worried about the possibility of TPN--- I know it is a literal lifesaver for many, but it also comes with so many very serious risks (I've lost count of how many friends have gotten sepsis, some fatally). If that's what my doctor says I need, I do trust his decision and won't refuse, but I'm allowed to be nervous. My immediate family and my significant other do know the risks, but I don't want to worry everyone else in my family and general friends. So I'm feeling increasingly alone--- I continue to be mostly homebound, and now there's this extra pressure on me to stop losing weight. I'm scared.
They also did an EKG and a whole list of bloodwork, to see how the rest of my body is doing, while my stomach is starving me. Should get the results of those later this week.
I'm hoping to start getting more active on here with networking and getting to know people better. I am getting more and more isolated, and now am scared of actual human interaction. I'm hoping working on online human interaction (slightly less terrifying, but not by a lot) will help my ability to see people again.
Thanks for reading 💚 .
2 91 hour ago
“Go ahead and dream about killing and eating me. But we will be the ones to get the last laugh.”